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Don't get too close, I'm an emotional wreck!Fretting the upcoming tight-scheduled weeks of torturing exams!
Fairytales and love are not part of my life.
I'm not CRAZY, my reality is just different than yours.
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Your average teen just trying to lead a normal life.Trying to live every day as if it's my last.
I'm downright awkward and a total introvert!
Hard-headed and strong-willed? That would be me.
Straightforward is my nature of communicating with people!
My flaws are what made me strong.
*God is love in its purest form.*
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Saturday, June 9, 2012
There was that part of me who wanted to be in a relationship like anybody else. I was desperate.
But there is also that part of me that knows I am not anyone's type.
The way I act is too un-ladylike.
I am born this way.
I am born this way.
I am proud.
But somehow I wished that I could change that part, because that's the part that makes me so undesirable.
They all just pushes me on saying that I would find that one guy that appreciates me for who I am. But I don't believe that anymore.
Everyone has standards. And so far, I'm not up to any of those.
Why do I keep desiring? I don't look that kind. But I am.
Can I not think about that? I wished so much that it would just lay off. I wished that I was cooler. But no I am not.
Another pathetic girl waiting to be loved. There's no difference that you look stronger than the others. No difference that you went through so much shit at home and wanting to be saved. Because you don't just get what you want.
Face it, it's reality we are talking about.
Wake up already. And I won't give up.
12:58 AM