Don't get too close, I'm an emotional wreck!

Fretting the upcoming tight-scheduled weeks of torturing exams!

Fairytales and love are not part of my life.

I'm not CRAZY, my reality is just different than yours.

Your average teen just trying to lead a normal life.

Trying to live every day as if it's my last.

I'm downright awkward and a total introvert!

Hard-headed and strong-willed? That would be me.

Straightforward is my nature of communicating with people!

My flaws are what made me strong.

*God is love in its purest form.*

You just made fun of me when you get the chance to.

What's the meaning of that?
I keep asking myself that stupid question. Because I know that the answer is always 'It's nothing. Just a friendly gesture.'
I knew that that was always the way with you.
It means that I have been thinking of something that doesn't mean anything.

I remember that look upon your face. The way you look at me was peculiar.
I still remember every smile that you gave.
I wanted desperately to figure you out. But I know I will never be able to do that.
Is this just another crush? A crush that lasts no more than 4 months.
Will this feeling continue? Maybe in months time, there's a whole new person that I would want to discover.

And my thoughts would not just revolve around you anymore.
1:07 AM

There was that part of me who wanted to be in a relationship like anybody else. I was desperate.

12:58 AM

What's this sudden flood of emotions and mixed feelings?

Suddenly he's that guy that I think about most of the time. It just came out of no where.
Tonight that feeling came back, that indescribable emotion that tug on your heartstrings, making you feel so frustrated and lonely and with an urgent need to talk to someone close.

She told me that I seemed to still feel something for him.
Someone who hasn't known me for very long told me that.
Is it that obvious that even I didn't know that I still feel the same way?

'I thought that from this heartache I could escape, 
but I fronted long enough to know, 
there ain't no way, and today, 
I'm officially missing you.'


'Well I thought I could just get over you babe
But I see that's something I just can't do'


I'm still holding on to that moment in the car.
I couldn't forget that smile on your face when you look at me that night. And that is just pathetic.
I could remember all the unusual things that you did. The way you say my name every time you see me.
It's gotten more unusual lately as you never did that before.


Gosh. Just stop this.





1:33 AM

I don’t have the strength of keeping up with your lies

I rather just keep away

Love is patient, love is kind; it does not envy, it does not boast.

It is not proud, it is not rude it is not easily angered,

it keeps no record of wrongs.

Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices in truth.

It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

Love never fails.

And now there three remain: faith, hope and love,

but the greatest of these is love. Corinthians 13:4

I failed in loving the people around me.

Trust in the Lord with all your heart;

and don’t lean on our own understanding.

In all things acknowledge him, and he shall direct your way.

-Proverb 3:9

5:12 PM

I don’t walk on coals,

I won’t walk on water

I am no prince,

I am no saint,

I am not anyone’s wildest dream

But I will stand behind

And be someone to fall back on.

- Someone To Fall Back On

4:22 PM

New Moon Movie and Twilight Movie


Eclipse Movie and New Moon Movie